I’m almost always late to go somewhere when I want to look nice. This is why…I play music and dance like a ruhtard to it. Btw…I’m loving that song “Hello” by T.I ft. CeeLo Green. It gives me chills…but there’s a reason for that haha

My stupidity in class…

Look what I got today! A Deadpool picture/painting! I bought it for someone but shoot…I might keep it! I’m glad I remembered his name!

Story of my life.

He can bruise me any day!

I have heard interesting things about the 3 Day Military Diet. The creators of the Facebook page, as well as other users, were kind enough to answer a few of questions of mine. I also read that people lose about 10lbs in those 3 days and even 40 lbs within the month. I don’t these peoples starting weight but it wouldn’t hurt to give it a try. I will start Tuesday since I’ll have a little money to go to the store tomorrow. I barely eat 900 cals a day in general (on days I decide to eat but I’ve been eating small amounts) and the intake for this is probably lower but you eat more. I’ll post the plan probably tomorrow. I hate hot dogs though so I will have to find a substitute. Any recommendations?

Oo la lah

everybody knows I want a motorcycle! Give me this~~~~~!

I’m against bulling and the tormenting of other individuals 100000%! I never stood up for myself; I never did anything except sit there and take it. It’s been a while since I’ve been out of HS (4 almost 5 years). Some may think this is being immature or whatever but I humbly beg to differ. This is me finally sticking up for myself. Here are the names of the people that caused me so much bane 6th grade and onward:

Brittany R. Jones, Keneya Edwards, Zack Stackamillion Hilton (the worse; called me burnt toast and more), Michel Wilburn (in spanish class, him and a bunch of other people made me cry during a presentation), Reginald “Reggie” Newman, Carlton Butler, Bradley Feemster, Maurice Jeffries (one of the guys from senior year), Cole Schayford (or whatever; 9th grade PE class and health class; made fun of me for being fat etc), Courtney Lowery (6th grade; laughed because my shoes were named brand), Tahana Simon (11th grade; said my family was Klumps; made fun of me on a daily basis for being fat)

If you ever made fun of me because of how I looked and I missed you, congrats; you didn’t say it to my face or you made me feel “safe.”

Obviously people made fun of me for being fat and dark skinned. No one ever made fun of me for being smart and in band. In fact, when test time came, who did they come to for “help” during the test? Like I was going to give them the right answer. I hope karma b**** slaps them…hard.

Now you know why I hate being in my own skin; it’s because these memories still haunt me to this day. It’s why I’m losing weight, why I’m trying to lighten my skin, growing my hair longer…all to fit into societies mold of is “accepted.” (Well…when I met that guy, I started liking myself then he broke my heart soooo back to old habits; I still care about him though…I hope he knows that)

Pass this along; if there is anyone out there struggling, talk to me. If anyone out there has been through this, talk to me. I went through it practically alone; that doesn’t mean you have to go at it solo. 

I encourage people who are tormented on a daily basis, contemplating suicide, hurt themselves, etc…all because of bullies to stick up for yourself! Call them out for what they really are…heartless humans who are just empty shells! 

ピース!  Y(^_^)Y